Today I shaved the beard.
I have waited a long to able to say that. For me, it was merely 8 months of my life that I will look back on and see pictures of myself with a beard. My sons may remember it for a few years or more as the year I had a beard. No big deal.
For Nick, this year has been one of extreme ups and downs, and it is one year he will never forget. He is old enough now that he will vividly remember the many days of treatment, hospital food, nurses, doctors, IV's, the port, the lost days, the sleepless nights, fear, anger, and finally the joy.
I cannot tell you how proud I am of this kid. I have tried to show him through this little charity how much I love him and how proud I am of him, I hope he got the message. He has taught me a lot about struggle, and fighting, and giving in without giving up. To be so well rounded at such an early age is not only a testament to him but to his parents and grandparents.
For Mark, buddy...I know this has been the absolute worst year of your life in many ways. I am inspired by your example as a father, and as a human being. You very well could have snapped and no one would have blamed you. You kept your strength and composure for your son. I will never forget that. Thank you for the lesson in fatherhood.
For everyone who donated, I cannot thank you enough. Not only did your money go to help Nick, but you helped and are helping other kids you will never meet. I hope you continue to keep PCH in your thoughts and in your wallets. You helped one kid towards the cure, let's continue to help all of them now.
Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah to all of you. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I am eternally grateful.
